I am a 40~ish mother in a blended family of three years that recently discovered my husband has been addicted to pornography for decades. Discovered is a key word for spouses of addicts because the one you love never confessed… you just found out. My discovery was a complete accident. It turned my world upside down.

I come from a large, bossy family that shares everything. For the first time in my life I don’t feel like I can talk about my heartache with my sisters or friends.

I have turned to The Lord and begged for his help. I wish it was as easy to hear him as it was to speak to him.

As I trudge through the sticky, negative emotions that fill my days, I just need to get some things off my chest. If you are empathetic to my situation I would really appreciate your comments.

If you have not fought this battle, you are, of course, welcome to leave encouraging words, hopeful thoughts and prayers.



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